Ok, so I was really upset to learn my husband's unemployment amount and yes we will be without this computer and the cable is already out because we cant afford. I was sitting in my living room looking at the tree I was about to take down because I am simply not in the mood and it all totally hit me. I have already talked to my kids about not having anything for christmas and they are teens so they are ok with it. Which totally broke my heart. No matter the age, NO kid should have to go through that. Then we have the most precious grand baby of all.... So sitting and looking at this tree I want down to avoid feeling the emptyness christmas morning, I looked. When I kept my grandbaby the other night, we colored christmas pictures. Do you know, that two year old baby is smarter than grandma? EVERY single page we colored is under my tree. I am posting the picture later today. Being so worried about the bills and having enough moeny to even pay them, worried about how to get a gift for them, I forgot the real idea. And it took my grandbaby to remind me. We have each other......There is no bill, no amount of money, NO gift grater than that..... My husband and I are not failures because he got laid off and we cant afford anything right now. We are parents, who raised some outstanding kids whose hearts are bigger than our own. Together we are going to make it through this lowsy time the best way we can! My heart goes out to all of you on here. I have let everyone I know, know about the stories I have read on here. And I hope for each and everyone of you, you find peace and all you need for the holiday season as well as the days after. Dont lose FAITH.....
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